Monday, November 21, 2011

My own little crowd

Last Monday, at the doctors office, I was sitting there thinking....that Ben and I are so blessed. Most people know exactly who they are going to see when they get to Heaven, but not us, we get our own little welcome committee made up of children that we have never met! When we get to Heaven we will have a little crowd waiting for us! In my heart I feel like I will know them as soon as I see them, that their names will come to mind immediately when I see each precious face! Over the years I have learned to "Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials" (James 1:2) I know that holding a perfect little MIRACLE named Claire helps, but it feels good to be in this place, finally. It feels good to not be angry. It feels good to know that the family that I have is EXACTLY the family that God meant for me to have....Yes, it hurts too, but mostly I'm thankful....we have so much to be thankful for!

I couldn't let one little soul go without mention, Mama loves you..... xo, Sam

12 comments:

Enchanted Moments said...

You are a brave and sweet girl to share your pain and loss of your little babies...Im a week out of having surgery for the loss of our much wanted and already so loved little baby....its a life planned and a life hoped for and now, its the loss and the grief...I too have other children and hold them dear to my heart as each kiss and love from them helps put a little piece of my heart back together at a time....

Elizabeth said...

Praying for you. Glad you find happiness and thankfulness during a time of greif. And, you are so brave!

24sieben said...

I strongly agree, you are very brave and strong, even in difficult times. I'm very sorry for you.

Dawn said...

I've been thinking about you....

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I salute you on that.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for sharing. I am so sorry for the loss of your little one. These last weeks have been full of memories of my own babes that went ahead as I minister to my sweet little momma, my third born in the loss of her first baby and my third grand baby. My heart aches for her but I am thankful that, like you, she is finding the mercy of the Lord to be her strength. God is so good to heal our hearts and show us His over abounding love.

Christy in Mississippi

Brenda L said...

That is very similar to the words God gave me for a friend who has had five miscarriages--that she would have a wonderful welcome in Heaven as her little children rush to her to finally be able to hug their mama.

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Give you have happiness and successful. I will pray and give you success.

Thank you for your share

Amy said...

Thinking of you

Renata said...

Praying for you ((Hugs))
With not being able to conceive this last year I treasure my 4 so much more. You are brave & your words are a blessing
Renata XO

K-Sue said...

When you go through a loss like this, isn't it amazing how many share your grief, becoming part of your comfort?

Anonymous said...

i have miscarried also 3 times before i had my baby girl. But it makes every milestone that much sweeter. thank you for sharing your story