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I'm here...



...here in my nest. After the last post, about crocheting to keep my hands busy, I just kept on going...



For days that's all I did. I just sat here in my nest and followed the patterns in this book (ISBN 4-391-62017-0). I didn't stray from the patterns at all like I usually tend to do...I didn't want to think about it that much...I just wanted something to do to ease the pain.


So here I sit, 11 doilies, 2 four leaf clovers, a basket liner, and two pin cushions later.... and feeling just a little bit better.

I've been so depressed and discouraged this week, but I feel myself slowly moving out of it....one stitch at a time...


Eventually I did make these pin cushions by just using the center of the doily pattern, not much imagination needed there, but it is an improvement. I hope I will be back to my old self soon, with more good days than bad days, until then I'll be here in my nest....stitching, praying, healing, and holding my sweet babies.

Comments

Anonymous said…
{{Sweet Samantha}}
I hope the coming days bring healing to your heart.
Anonymous said…
I almost didn't comment, becuase I don't have anything amazing to say, but hugs and prayers, mama. I'm wanting a baby too and I feel a wee bit of your pain.
Leslie said…
Samantha, I'm so incredibly sorry for the pain that you and your whole family are going through right now. I pray that the Lord's hand will be with you during this time to hold and comfort you.

Leslie
dawehs said…
I love to follow your blog, and I am praying for you.
Vintage Rose said…
Dearest Samantha,
I've been thinking about you from here on the other side of the world. I think your crocheting is just beautiful and I pray that it helps in some small way.
Take care and God bless you and hold you in the palm of his hand during this time.
Melissa.
Pomona said…
You have made the most beautiful things, and I am sure this is all part of the healing process. With all love
Pomona x
julia said…
You are still very busy and I pray that it is helping you sort through your pain.
Hollums02 said…
Continuing to pray for you and mourn with you, Samantha. There is nothing quite like the loss of a child, even when we know they are in the hands of Jesus. May His comfort be yours during this time.
MD said…
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord
Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of
all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction,
so that we may be able to comfort those
who are in any affliction, with the comfort
with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

2 Corinthians 1:3,4

Thinking of you!
Lauren said…
Hopefully the upcoming holidays will provide a happy diversion while you continue to heal. As always your work is beautiful :-)
cal8007 said…
Samantha, you are amazing, crocheting all these items through your pain - they came out beautiful! My prayers are with you and all those mommies out there who are sad!

Hugs and prayers,

Carmen L
~cjoy said…
I do not have words, but will lift you and your family up to our Heavenly Father...
Unknown said…
May the Lord bless you, and keep you;
May the Lord make His face shine on you,and be gracious to you;
May the Lord lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace.

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